Fact #1:
I have an annoying pet peeve. It bothers me that I get so bothered by this. I hate it when people spit when they talk. I can not stand it. I for one have HORRIBLE eye sight. Ask anyone who has ever met me.(I have other pet peeves but this is definatley my worst and since most of my senses are dull they don't affect me as much)But no matter who is talking I can see the smallest of spit being flung from the persons mouth. I absolutely hate it. No one really looks at me when they talk because they know how super angry spitting makes me. Like I am not kidding when i say that I get ANGRY like my face could practically get super red and explode. i can't do anything with people who spit because i just loose it. idk what makes me so upset about it but it just seems sooooo unsanitary
Fact #2:
I have anger issues. This is true.(refer to above) I get very upset at the smallest thing. Yes I can hold it in to the point where i just seem to get flustered(cool word!)to easily. But im not kidding if the smallest of things go wrong I get very upset. And I do mean upset. Sometimes I think that emotions don't help. OK its story time! One morning I woke up and I couldn't find the shirt I wanted. So I rushed to the washer and dryer just praying it would be there. Oh it was alright. Soaking wet IN THE DRYER! I was soo mad. Apparently it hadn't gone through its part two dry! OMG I was MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD! like extremely mad. I went to my mom hoping for words of love, and obviously hopeing she could help me and my whole wet, favorite shirt thing going on. So she got mad cause apparently I was using and 'improper tone' with her and it was super stupid to be so messed up over a shirt. And let me tell you that did not help the anger festering inside of me. I went over the top.(Man I am enjoying my smart sentences:)Ok so I went into my room screamed into my pillow, all the while I am crying, and I went into my bathroom and turned on hot water and sat in my shower. Fully clothed and just sat there. My mom knows that that is just a way for me to blow off steam. My mom being totally loveable and amazing started the dryer and sat outside my shower(mind you the curtain is closed) for about a half and hour. The shirt dried and my mom got my clothes and two towels(One for my hair and one for my body) and she just hugged me. I felt loved, I was still crying. I then went onto drying and styling my hair and then getting dressed. She drove me to school. It was pretty late in the day but I was happy. That very well may be the best/worst day ever. (:
Fact #4:
My hair is very frizzy. I have to put so much product in it that if I dont wash my hair every day(I started the every other day hair washing thingy<-- haha and so I had to kinda like slowly welcome the idea to my hair. who btw has a mind of its own) I get these killer headaches. I can't move these get so bad. I first figured this out in like fifth grade, when I started being obsessed with lip gloss :) Ok back on topic, I crippled to the ground and cried so hard that I started chocking. Well this was fairly short(:
Fact #5:
I have this issue where I can't swallow. I don't know why but it will randomly happen. It's like a mini panic attack. I can't swallow and I just have to tell myself that I am not going to freak out. I stop what I'm doing, count to five and then continue to swallow(: I don't know why it happens but when it does I feel like I might be suffocating
Ok So I notice how these are all like medical issues but no one really knows that about me. I like to keep it to myself. I think the only people who really know that are my direct family, and my Best friend
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